One of my Best Friends is in the Hospitail. I guess she had to to have sugery for ulcers. I am really worried about her. Please keep her in your thoughts. My parents are taking me to see her tommorow. she has been so good to me through all my hard times. she never stopped bieng my friend even though my hardest times. I consider all of my friends best friends. I guess i have a high standard of people. they have to be nice and kindhearted. Please keep her in your thoughts!

We love you


Also my parents damn computer shorted out during a electric storm. It sucks i have to go to the library to get online. I cant post any thing for a week !!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Im sooo frustrated. dont feel bad if i dont leave any comments untill next week : (
This sucks soo bad !

from early todays jurnal

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So in 3 weeks its off to OTAKON with my friends from UA. I cant wait> I went ot Otakon last year and it was soooo fun. Its like a con for die hard anime people. i think like 25000 people go each year. I hope i get to see some cute japanese boys too. I will try and see one of the Otakon concerts this year (i hope) Omg I cant wait!!!!!!!!!!! the olny downside to Otakon is it takes 7 hours to get there from Akron/ 8 from Cleveland. SO its gonna be a really long ride through . Pennslyvania is the worst state for the ride, it just goes on and one for like 5 hours ! URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! but its worth the wait, if you are going say hi!
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brain eating zombies took over Cleveland last night JK ! LOL
The Cuyahoga RIver has been not on fire for 40 years as of june 22.
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July 3rd i start driving lessons. if I pass i get a car and i get to move to a really nice town called Canal Fulton!
I love that town its a history lovers dream come true. Most of thier history stuff revolves around the OHio Canal Era!
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i heard there is a gaming convention in hudson or kent in the fall. SO i defintly gotta drag my friends there. Its like 15 minutes from our campus! i will go unless i have another convention lined up for that month!
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my newest costume Yoruichi, i havent started working on yet. I have been really busy with alot of stuff.

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Friday my friends are coming over to my house for a sleep over. IM soo excited. My one friend is here on da, I will have to look up her name bc i cant spell it.
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OMG 5.30 am my messages sit at 666 nooooo oh hell no !

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about me I am a Chritain but I am not leagalistic. also i make alot of mistakes. on occassion i make really bad ones that upset me and others. I try my best every day and thats all I can really do.

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The water main broke in my parents naborhood. the water was all brown. ewwwwwwwwwwwwww. now i dont want to drink it. We called city hall to see if olny our house had low water pressure and the guy onthe phone said "south Euclid police are you calling about the water" LOL
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And now for a song I love and helps me when i am down:
Kansas - Carry on Wayward Son Lyrics

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Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Once I rose above the noise and confusion
Just to get a glimpse beyond this illusion
I was soaring ever higher
But I flew too high
Though my eyes could see
I still was a blind man
Though my mind could think
I still was a mad man
I can hear the voices when I'm dreaming
I can hear them say

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

Masquerading as a man with a reason
My charade is the event of the season
And if I claim to be a wise man
It surely means that I don't know
On a stormy sea of moving emotion
Tossed about I'm like a ship on the ocean
I set a course for winds of fortune
But I hear the voices say

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more
No

(Carry on)
You will always remember
(Carry on)
Nothing equals the splendor
Now your life's no longer empty
Surely heaven waits for you

Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more

I think the song is about God bieng with us through all the hard times. I also belive wayward son refers to our tendancy to want to go our own way, but God always calls us back !